*Note this story is in Bicol-Sorsogon
“Mama, inhihimo na naman niya utro,” ansabi ni Justo habang inhuhugnot an bado san kaniya ina.
“Okay lang* pabay-an mo lang siya magsayo. Danunan mo na lang ako maghanda san ato pamahaw, makadto pa kita sa plasa,” an simbag san ina.
“Pero atabon pa man! Gusto ko pa magturog”. Kontra ni Justo.
“Pareho kita na duwa gusto pa magturog, pero kun dire kita magkadto sa plasa wara na kita kakaunon na pamahawon. Kumanhi ka na, lutuan ko ikaw san paborito mo.”
“Longganisa?!**sige mama! Hamos na!”
Naghanda na si Justo pagkadto sa plasa pero hapot niya sa utak niya, “Akay irog sun si ate? An pirmi niya inhihmo ay magtan-aw sa luwas san bintana.”
Dire man siya irog sun dati. Nadumduman pa ni Justo san dire pa siya nakaistorya at an magayunon na boses san kaniya kamanghod. Gustuhon niya na inkakarga siya, na maling siya intataas para maimod niya an kalangitan nan an bilog san mundo.
Pero wara na an mga adlaw na yun tapos dire ko aram kun akay. Sayo na gab-i, nabati ko an ako ina na nagngungusngos sa kwarto tapos naimod ko an ako kamanghod na babaye na nakatindog sa piliw san bintana, maling nagkukurukintab an kaniya mga mata.
Dire lang yun an mga nangyari. Nadumduman ko pa na sabi san ina ko na magpirmi lang ako sa kwarto, maski nano an mangyari.Kinandado ni Mama an intiro na pinto nan sinarado an mga bintana nan sinigurado na an intiro ay magpirmi lang kun diin dapat sira.
Nakabati siya sin maluwayon na tunog na nagging intiresado siya. Dire niya mapigilan an kuryusidad kaya dinukot pa niya sin mayad an kaniya talinga sa pinto san kwarto nan naghulat siya.
Nakabati siya san sing-git san kaniya kamanghod nan siyak san kaniya ina.
Pagkatapos, tahimikon na.
An ako ina dire man in-aamin na may-on sin dire mayad na nangyayari. Liliwanan niya an kamanghod ko na babaye uruadlaw sa aga tapos bayaan na siya sa bintana.
Niyan, dire pagihapon aram ni Justo kun akay.
Nano an nangyari sa ako kamanghod? Akay irog siya suon?
“Mama handa na ako! Nakasul-ot bado si Justo na pang uran. Nagdara siya sin kaniya maswertihon na payong basi dire sira mahulos.
“Hala kagwapo man sine na bata! Kanana, kaskason ta lang basi makauli kita tulos basi makapasok ka na sa eskwelahan.
“Mao po Mama”
Dire matios ni Justo na tan-awon mun-a an kaniya kamanghod bag-o sira maghali sa balay. An mata san kaniya kamanghod ay nakatutok sa bagay na dire man niya naiimod.
Gustuhon pirmi ni justo na magkadto sa plasa. Daghanon an kaniya naiimod nan nababaho. Gustuhon niya magkadto sa isdaan tapos tusok tusukon an mata san mga isda. Naiimod man niya an iba na mga gurang na inhihimo man yun tapos naisip niya na mao yun an paraan para matesting kun isda talaga un.
Habang si Mama ay nakipagtawadan sa nagtitinda sin bonay para sa kanira pamahawon, Si Justo sige man an libot libot sa plasa. Mga bag-uhon pa an mga sulihon tapos sige lang niya an katusok tusok sa mga sayote kun bag-o pa.
An tindera san mga sulihon kay dire nlang inririparo an bata na inuuyagan an mga sulihon niya tapos nagngangalas man siya akay dira pa siya in papahali. Awat awat pa mao natimala sin paratinda na dire man siya mabakal kaya inpahali na siya.
Mao na nariparo ni Justo na inpaparaimod na sira san Mama niya sin maraot san mga tawo sa plasa. Iimudon sira nan mahuring huring sa kanira kaupod bag-o maghali.
“Justo, kumanhi ka dine!” gahoy san kaniya ina sa plasa.
“Pakaon na Mama!” Dunalagan si Justo pakadto sa kaniya ina, gusto na niya mag-uli. Niyan kay namamatian niya na inpaparaiimod sira maski diin.
Pagkatapos bayadan san ina an bonay, naghuring si Justo, “ Mama akay inpaparaimod kita nan intitinaw-an kita nira?
“Pabay-i lang sira. Irog talaga sun an iba na tawo,” simbag san ina niya na di man sigurado.
Pero inpirit pagihapon ni Justo na mabati kun nano an insasabi sa kanira. Sayo lang an kaniya nababati, uru-utro.
“Atros”
Uruadlaw. An kamanghod na babaye ni Justo kay pirmi inliliwanan sin bado san ina tapos mangingkuran sa bintana, dire nagtitigmok maski kankanay. Minsan, Natamaan ni Justo sin bola sa ulo an kamanghod pero dire man lang punikit.
Uruadlaw pirmi ko inhahapot an kaniya ina akay irog sun pero pirmi man inbabag-o an istoryahan.
Sayo na adlaw ay tama na.
An in ani Justo kay bisihunon maghugas sin mga pinggan san dire na siya nakatios,
“Mama, nano an Atros?”
Sa kusina kay umalingawngaw an tunog san nabuka na pinggan.
“Diin mo yun nabati ha, anak?”
“Pan-o… An iba na tawo sa plasa sige an iristoryahan habang nagiimod sira saato.”
“Dire ka mamati sa kanira, anak, dire nnira aram kun nano an insasabi nira.”
“Pero nano yun Mama? Tungkol ine kan Manay?
“Kaipuhan mo na pumasok sa eskwelahan dire mao? Kanana, magliwan ka na.”
“Nakaliwan na ako Mama. Sige na, Sabiha na baya saako. Kay kun madanunan pa si Manay”
Dire masabi ni Justo kun nano kaawat an momento, pero maling an wara katapusan. Nagimudan sira na duwa, halos wara gusto maghali sin imod.
Sa wakas, wara nahimo an kaniya ina.
“Oras na para pumasok ka na sa eskwelahan.”
“pero Mama—–”
“Wara na iba na storya, kaipuhan mo na kumadto sa eskwelahan.”
“Mama—-”
“Dire. Dire ka na maghapot sine utro maski san-o.”
Sa dis oras san gab-i kay nakabati si Justo sin ibahon na tunog na hali sa luwas san bintana. Maling an nagpopokpok sin mga tambol.
Nangalas si Justo kun parada yun, pero nano man na parada an mangyayari san dis oras sin gab-i.
Grabe an kaniya kuryusidad kaya inabrihan niya an kandado san pinto nan sunikop sa luwas.
Nakaimod siya sin grupo san mga tawo, mga haragbabaon sira, mapution, an mga mata kay budlot nan maling an tiyan na buy-ayan na nakapatong sa paso. Nakasakay sira sa maling kabayo nan an tunog san tambol kay sige nira an bungyod maski diin magkadto.
Aabrihan na kunta ni Justo an pintuhan san may kunapot sa kaniya nan tinakupan an kaniya hiwa.
Wara na siya pakahiwag nan an misteryoso na itsura kay natumba sira na duwa sa salog habang kapot si Justo hanggang sa nawara na an tunog san mga tambol.
“Mama!” buranghat ni Justo san maimod niya kun sin-o an tunklang sa kaniya. “Nano Yadto.”
Nagparaturo na an luha san kaniya ina. “ Habo ko na na mawaraan pa ako sin sayo pa dahil sa kanira. Habo ko.” Inhinguha ni Justo na patindugon an kaniya ina na naghihibi.
“Mama,” sabi ni Justo, “ Sige na, Sabiha na saako kun nano an nangyayari.”Nano yadto? May-on sira sin kinaraman sa nangyayari kan manay?”
“Gusto ko lang maging mayad na ina. Nabati ko an mga tambol at aram ko an mga istorya. Aram ko kun nano an kanira kinuwa.”
“Nano an kanira kinuwa Mama?”
“Kinuwa nira an kaluluwa san ate.”
Batog sadto na gab-I, dire na nagtitiwala si Justo kapag bagong buwan. Nagpapadumdum sin simbolo san nawaraan nan pasakit.
Kay pan-o uruadlaw naiimod niya an kamanghod niya na tulala pirmi na nagtatan-aw sa bintana na aram niya kun akay.
Dire na mauuli kun nano an nakuwa sa kaniya.
Nan ito ay sumpa, maski aram niya an nagyari, pero wara siya mahimo, kundi an imudon at maghulat. Para sa pagbabalik ng bagong buwan.
Para maimod an halimaw na kunuwa sa kaniya kamanghod.
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English Version
“Mama, she’s doing it again,” Justo says as he pulls his mother’s dress.
“It’s okay anak*just leave her alone. Now help me with breakfast, we have to go to the market,” his mother replies.
“But it’s so early in the morning! I want to sleep more,” protests Justo.
“We both want to sleep more, but if we don’t go to the market there will be no breakfast. Now come along, I’ll make your favorite.”
“Longganisa?!** Ok mama! Let’s go!”
Justo prepares himself for the trip to the market and in the back of his mind he asks, “Why is ate*** like that? All she does is stare outside the window.”
It wasn’t always like that. Justo could remember to the times he wasn’t able to talk and the beautiful serenade of his sister’s voice. He liked the way she would hold him up, as if she was lifting him to the heavens so he could see the entire world.
Those days were gone and he didn’t know why. One night, he heard the soft weeping of his mother from his room and he saw his sister standing by the window side, her eyes glazed.
That wasn’t all that happened. He remembered that his mother told him to stay in his room, no matter what may happen. She locked all the doors and closed the windows and made sure that everyone in the house was where they were supposed to be.
There was a faint sound of something he couldn’t make out. Justo couldn’t keep his curiosity hidden so he pressed his ear against the door to his room and waited.
There was a scream from his sister and a shout from his mother.
And then, silence.
His mother wouldn’t admit that anything was wrong. She would dress up his sister every morning and leave her by the window.
And still, Justo didn’t know why.
What happened to his sister? Why was she like that?
“Mama I’m ready!” Justo was dressed for the rain. He brought his lucky umbrella along to make sure they both would stay dry.
“Oh what a handsome boy! Now come with me, let’s be fast so we can get back early so you can get ready for school.”
“Okay mama.”
Justo couldn’t help but glance at his sister as they left the house. Her eyes locked on something Justo couldn’t see.
Justo always loved the wet market. There were so many things to see and smell. He liked going by the fish vendors and poking the fish in their eyeballs. He had seen older people do this and he thought it was their way of testing if the fish was really fish.
While his mother was haggling over some eggs for their breakfast, Justo had a look around the market. The
vegetables were especially bright today and he spent his time poking some sayote to see if they were fresh.
The vegetable vendor didn’t look particularly amused at the young boy’s playing with his produce and Justo was wondering why he hadn’t been shooed away yet. Usually it would take a few minutes before the vendors realized he wasn’t going to buy anything and they would tell him to go somewhere else.
It was then that Justo realized that the people in the market were looking at him and his mother strangely. They would give a glance and mumble something to their companions before walking away.
“Justo, come here!” his mother called from across the market.
“Coming mama!” Justo ran to his mother’s side, he wanted to go home. Now, he could feel the stares pulling him in different directions.
After his mother paid for the eggs, Justo whispered, “Mama why are people looking at us funny?”
“Don’t pay them any mind. That’s just how some people are,” his mother said with a hint of uncertainty.
But Justo perked his ears and tried to make out what some of them were saying. He could only hear one word, repeated.
“Atros.”
It was the same day in and day out. Justo’s ate would be dressed by their mother and she would sit by the window, unresponsive to anything. One time, Justo threw a ball at her head and she didn’t even flinch.
Every day he would ask his mother what happened and every day she would change the subject.
One day enough was enough.
Justo’s mother was busy washing the dishes when he blurted out,
“Mama, what’s an Atros?”
The kitchen echoes with the sound of the breaking plate.
“Where did you hear that, anak?”
“It was just…. Some people in the market were talking about it when they were looking at us.”
“Don’t listen to them anak, they don’t know what they’re talking about.”
“But what is it mama? Does it have something to do with ate?”
“You have to get ready for school don’t you? Come on, get dressed.”
“I’m already dressed mama. Please, tell me. Maybe we can help ate.”
Justo couldn’t tell you how long the moment lasted, but it seemed like five forevers. His mother and he had their gazes locked, both not backing down to the other’s will.
Finally, his mother broke the stalemate.
“It’s time for you to go to school.”
“But mama—-”
“No other words, you have to go to school now.”
“Mama—-”
“No. And don’t ask about this ever again.”
It was the middle of the night when Justo heard something strange from outside his window. It was like the beating of drums.
Justo wondered if it was a parade, but what kind of parade would happen in the middle of the night.
Fueled by curiosity he unlocked the front door and peered outside.
He saw a group of people, though they were very short. They had fair skin, eyes that bulged and big pot bellies. They were riding what looked like horses and the sound of beating drums followed them where they went.
Justo was just about to open the door when someone grabbed him and put their hand over his mouth.
He didn’t have time to react and the mystery figure pushed them both to the ground holding Justo down until the sound of the drums faded.
“Mama!” Justo exclaimed after he saw who it was that pushed down. “What are they?”
His mother was in tears. “I won’t lose another one to those things. I won’t.” Justo managed to pick up through her sobs.
“Mama,” Justo said, “Please. Tell me what happened. What are those things? Do they have anything to do with ate?”
“I was just trying to be a good mother. I heard the drums and I knew the legends. I know what they take.”
“What did they take mama?”
“They took her soul.”
Ever since that night, Justo never trusted the new moon. He saw it as a symbol of loss and pain.
Because every day he would see his sister stare blankly out the window and he knew.
She could never get back what was taken from her.
And it was a curse, knowing what happened, for he couldn’t do anything about it, except watch and wait. For the coming of a new moon.
To see the monsters that took his sister from him.
*Child
**Filipino sausage
***Older sister
*The Bikol languages or Bicolano languages are a group of Central Philippine languages spoken mostly in the Bicol Peninsula in the island of Luzon, the neighboring island province of Catanduanes and the island of Burias in Masbate. There is a dialect continuum between the Visayan languages and the Bikol languages; the two together are called the Bisakol languages.
The Tabaco-Legazpi-Sorsogon (TLS) dialect is spoken in the eastern coast of Albay and the northeastern part of Sorsogon. TLS is the dialect that has been most influenced by the Inland Bikol languages.
Written by Karl Gaverza
Bicol Translation by Jem Pogado
Copyright © Karl Gaverza
Translation Copyright © Jem Pogado
Story inspired by the Atros legends from La Union
Artros Illustration by Michael Sean B. Talavera
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